Thursday, January 5, 2012

the warrior child.

i have less than two weeks until i leave for san francisco, and i'm getting all sorts of opinions as to where i should go once i've toured my possible future school campuses. i just sent off a message to an undergraduate administrator so i can be more specifically in touch with someone once i'm there, and my father sent off a message to a friend of his so we can go out to the countryside during some of our free time.
i'm feeling braver by the minute, and i'm simultaneously terrified-- every time i stop to focus on what exactly i'm doing, i work myself up and mentally exhaust every possibility that could go wrong without even knowing what could happen in the first place. It's Just Anxiety, i tell myself, but it's hard to make just those words stop a panic attack. i've been told so much recently that i'm a tough girl. i don't know if They see what i see. i'm putting up a tough front, anyway.




music: life on the nickel -foster the people

5 comments:

  1. these pics are AMAZING!

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  2. I understand your nerves but I'm sure the tours will go well and you will fall in love with it there.

    Love the pictures - amazing outfit, and amazing photography. x

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  3. Hi there! Thanks for stopping by my blog :). Starting college was EXTREMELY stressful for me as well, but I promise you will love it. It's wonderful. You look wonderful in these pictures. That dress is gorgeous.

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  4. That dress is gorgeous! Shopping in SF: Union Sq for you Mainstream, Jeremy's in SOMA designer/consignment, Filmore street, BellJar in the Mission. Have Fun!

    love from San Francisco,
    Britt+Whit

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